Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

Siew Chin
13 going 14
3rd November 1994
2E2
Single

DESIRESY
I WANT HIM.
I WANT HIM.
I WANT HIM.
I WANT HIM.
I WANT HIM.

LEAVE ME A TAGY


EXITSY

Joycelyn.
Givan.
Wei Keat.
Wilson.
Shayne.
Jia Xuan.
Gina Peh.
Ginna Tan.
Mr Bear.
Elton.
Jasmine.
Abigail.
Anthony.
Qiao Yi.
Jerry.
NPCC SGS.
Class Blog.
Flesh Imp.
Online Shopping.
SGS Mongolia.
Fincent.
Melissa.

ARCHIVES;

March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008

CREDITS;

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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Friday, August 29, 2008
6:12 AM

finally can online..
i got myself a job so quite busy no time to online until now
things just kept happening..

-i will start from sharing with CL and CI
we r given a paper to write down who we dun like i actually write givan..
i dun care i also want to solve this right
i write she act innocence a lot of thing lah

-abigail & winnie keep fighting
i swear they are really problematic
i dun care who wrong
i fifie and ginna are innocence
dun whatever come involve with us
if u are not happy with each other
that sharing lesson u should say it out
anyway if u dun want to talk it out
i will provide u 2 with 2 knife and u all might as well kill each other
this will solve all problem

-today go out with shi fu shi mu shona and gordon
after that go catch prawn
meet qiao yi & wee chuan
catch catch catch me and ginna nothing to do so chat
i am very confused over A B C which lyn call them and 123 which shifu call them
i really dun know whether i **** who
so dun keep asking me this question
after that go out with ginna and shona
then on the bus talk to shona
talk talk talk until very happy..
when i alight i look at the road course got a sound
it sound like car breaking to prevent accident
after that nothing happen course i listen wrong
then i bang into a pillar
okay i know is stupid but it really happen
luckily i am not hurt...
but some people see le laugh..
so ke lian right

anyway i nothing much to write le
next time then write bah
see got time or got thing or feel like writing then write
no mood sianz...

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, August 3, 2008
5:56 AM

No matter what i do
i just cant make him change his mind
i cant make him find back the feeling again
it over....

Eating always make me happy
but what ever i eat
it doesnt work any more...

i have deeply regretted
i thought i can handle it well
to find out i cant..

he is going to grow up 1 years old older again
and on that day ..
it was suppose to be our 5th month..
now it useless saying this...

i will never have him by my side again
never again...

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, August 1, 2008
7:51 AM

i dun feel like blogging these few days no mood
something personal happen
and i dun wish to talk
sorry next time then blog a longer post....

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, July 16, 2008
7:36 AM

okay something happen today
well i am not that happy when i come school
erm is "not that happy" is dammmm super very unhappy
i was thinking why must teacher keep target me to join something
am i that good??

okay morning i was late that was the 5th time
i was too tired to wake up
so going to have detention

when i reach the parade square
i saw the mongolian dance people having meeting
so faster go join then find out that right after school dismiss 1.10
i need go to commence room at 1.15

then i saw the drama also got meeting...
so go join them then know ms chee our principal want see us...
so she go talk to 3 group 1 at a time...
being the last group i waiting 1 hours plus...

at art lesson my xxx message me something negative
okay i admit i was sad
but i try to bear it
until at chinese lesson i really cant take it anymore
i run to washroom and cry
ms guo show us kungfu panda
althought is funny it appear to me that it is not a comedy..

i was thinking i had i done wrong
maybe is the b thing
it make me really very very regret
but what done cannot be undone...

after school go commence room
reaching quite early so go NPCC room to collect something
because slyvester sir want encourage
those who have done well in shooting
okay i was not bad too
result: 10 in 5 out 1 missed

after that go general office find mr peh
go want to tell OM that i cant serve detention
then i kana scolded saying if i dun serve no ez link card
fine so i go tell mr peh then he say he will help me..

then go mongolian dance.. keep waiting for other people
until i no time le so tell mr peh i need go drama le
all the way i have no time for lunch..
quite hungry but no choice
then quite not happy
so when i very hungry so sad or whatever dun come provoke me
well enough nobody dare

then rehearse and rehearse for the MOE people to see
after that go home at about 4++
plus mr peh didnt help me
luckily got mrs tay help me
thank you
so got back ez link card

then i walk home
on the way i finish the only xxx i had
1 i finish on a few days ago
today really cant take it anymore
and i do it again
hope i am not addicted to it

after that tuition then home sweet home
nothing much le..
the most da ji thing is still the message
i really cant let go..
hope some day some time i will be able to do it...

i miss you & love you lots

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, July 13, 2008
6:56 AM

some thing big have happen to me
i dun know what to do
maybe we get too carried away i regreted
okay it is very very personal so dun wish to talk about it here

today is the actual record challenge competition
the weather was damm hot
i was the 2nd group quite okay lah
not as worse as the 1st group so tong qin joycelyn they all

joycelyn is a hanbaobao leh why they torture my darlin
my heart pain arh

so our result is 500 people 5 min
meaning i dance about 45 min haha cant believe right
any idea where i get the strength , energy
during the competition i keep thinking about camp craft thing
course they 5 min horn really sound like camp craft horn
cant blame to think back
so keep thinking about the 200 jumping jack we had done
so i tell myself
: 200 jumping jack also no problem a dance wont make me fall de
so i just keep dancing

about 40 min like that i get super hyper
course givan told me she saw ... haha i dun know why ....... come lah
anyway getting more and more hyper

about 50 min like that
a girl from macperson primary have heat stroke
so the competition ended
not that angry lah because she is just a primary kid
she at least also dance for about 20 min ++
so GOOD JOB every one

just pray hard that the other school
some one heat stroke, faint, leg cramp,fall down
you cant blame me i just want to win we all work hard also wanted to win mah

when ended my han baobao come and find me
she say she cant take it le
she cry that time i dun know what to do
i may look clever(maybe not)
but actually i very blur de so i dun know what to do
since eric walk past i call him lor
haha he must help ma
that time very very xin tong

WHY THEY BULLY MY DARLIN HAO BAO BAO I HATE THEM
WHO EVER PUT MY DARLIN IN FRONT DE IS A BASTARD!!!!!!

so joycelyn now okay le i very happy

oh ya today i asked him a question about ...
haha okay the answer is what i want so hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
okay i am crazy again
fincent(penguin) & kah hock very scare i eat sugar thing
they say i eat le very hyper very crazy will anyhow hit people de
no lor only you make me laugh then i will hit people
anyway i easy will laugh de hahaha penguin so scare^^

today just know shayne & jun wei b and p aiyoyo
dun so chong dong...
anyway they okay le so wish them all the best

next time write again
byebye
love all my family
shi fu shi mu
darlin dear
>>.......<<

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, July 5, 2008
9:44 PM

It been long since i blog and a lot of thing have happen
on 26 june present him confess to me
but i rejected him as i am not ready
he treat me very good making me quite gulity i dun know what to do
i did say i still **** ***
but it never make him stop loving me
i hope this will be solve soon

a few days ago i argue with mr bear
okay the problem have solve and i am not angry anymore
he also so we still chat...
okay fine i did say i dun wish to talk to him
but i have a soft heart haha cant blame

givan told me something big
i never expected she is so careless
she is very scare
i hope she is fine
i love you muack dear

she told me that that ****** thinking
i have a shock okay fine i was sad but now i am okay
sorry to BC that i make u all worry about me

joycelyn told me about him aiyoyo not keep p and b okay??
get your mind right
anyway hope you are okay and know how to handle it
i love you muack darlin

shi mu bithday is today
i am sorry never prepare anything for you
hope you dun mind
i wish u a happy birthday
solve that problem among you and your friend
pretty forever
and study hard

joycelyn birthday is tomorrow
i haven prepare anything
prepared to have a scolding from her soon

present him ask me to go out to buy present for my darlin
but i lazy go out
so rejected him he sound very sad
i dun know what to do

shayne i have nothing to say because she so steady with him
hope her mother wont be a stone that block their way

wilson created a private server
stupid damien and his friend ban wilson
wilson very sad
i very angry feel like giving damien and his friend a tight slap
plus a kick and a punch

will blog soon bye
=D
love my family
the BC
and all my dar
dear
darling
sweetheart
and*******

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, June 19, 2008
10:32 PM

okay a lot of thing happen to me recently
i work for mr oei i earn 35 dollar
so i got money to pay what i own my friend
i work for joycelyn i earn 60 dollar going to save it into my own bank
i go for sana course on 18 june quite fun i learn about drugs
i say bye bye to him on 18 june too
i was on the tv that what a lot of people say
but i never have a chance to watch the adverstisement
is going school reopen soon but still got a few homework haven done
anyway i miss my friend
i love my family my friend shi fu & shi mu
love& miss u
hug&kissess



Will you ever notice me...