> Shrouded in darkness;

~~Monday, March 31, 2008~~

6:09 AM

Today also very moody

stress up

erm today i scold at my classmates for 2 times

cant believe lor

normally i dun given care

1st time is during recess

junwei and keane fight

then i alway told them

want fight go outside fight

come 2e2 classroom fight for what

then alway my tables and joycelyn tables kana

so when i come back to my class

found my tables and chair all in a mess

so i just push my tables back with forces

and scolded them

2nd time is during maths period

i know after mrs ravi go through the test paper

then is end of class le

then the class is like in a chaos

so i scold then they never listen to me

and the 2nd time i scold

only a few listen to me

is like wtf i want go home right

actually is i dun want to keep studying lor

so hope it faster end

this few day keep mood swing

is like my forehead say

dun provoke me

or you will get it from me

so whatever it is

my class is not peace at all

i prefer sec 1 class

we are alway very close

peace no arguement

now qurrell even fighting

i cant really like my classmates

we are not that close anymore

what happen i mostly is the last to know

what they treat me

shit

i admit i neglect them

because i got competition

cant they just stand in my point of view

i like activities

i just cant do nothing

it makes me soo bored

so whatever activities i join

so now i no competition le

happy i cant get to final

even joycelyn

just because she got dance

you all neglect her too

what the fuck is all of u

now i have no competition

do i still get a chance to go out with you all

you all doesnt even tell me

where you all going

just end of lesson you all just go out

without telling me

what is your feeling like

if your friend doesnt even tell you anything

whatever i know i neglect you all first

but when i knew it

i say sorry

my training at 3.30 pm

i go out with you all until 2.50pm

i know i am going to be late

but do you all cares

i try to make time for you

but you all just treat me like shyt

so now i need to know what happen through

JSG

none of you all trust me

NONE

i dun care anymore

you all have your friend

doesnt mean i dun have

at least JSGS still are best friend

signing off

life sux

friend sux

trust no one except yourself

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, March 30, 2008~~

9:23 PM

i really no mood this few day

1st campcraft never get to final

2nd him and his sotong family qurrell le

qurrell until very bad

3rd is the project again

i think you all know

about the campcraft thing le

so dun talk about that again

him and his sotong family qurrell

until very bad

their relationship very bad too

i cant really help who as i dunnoe what happen

just wish they all can patch back

as 1 is my ...another is my...

aiya cant they just shake hand

and say sorry

and forgive each others

hope they really can be a harmony family again

aiya the project again

why cant they just do something

why alway is me and lyn doing

i hate this group

i hate the team member

cant they just help doing something

why cant they have the initiative

i hate doing group work

i hate all this hyt

i feel like just dun do it

but is 50% of the ca mark

argh i hate ii

i am really moody cos the campcraft thing

and the qurrell thing

cant they just help me do

i hate my team member

why dun they just go n die

of course i dun mean it

is really very angry

i dun want to do it

i really hate doing everything

thank lyn for sharing the work with me

i love you lot at least someone help me

signing off

life sux

project sux

group work sux

fact sux

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, March 29, 2008~~

9:14 PM

Today is campcraft girl team prelim

we started our training at 7 am sharp

but when we reach school

the gates haven open so we have to wait

we waited for about 15 min ~ 20 min

after that we started our first and that

is our last round before the prelim

after that we change to our campcraft tee and at about 8 am

we boarded the bus

it was a long journey so while we are seated at the bus seat

we rest our energy

at 9++am

we reached Home Team Academy

we waited for about 1 hours ++

as we are the last batch to compete

Finally we heard the anouncement that ask us to get ready

we have a short check and a briefing

At about 11am we go outside the boundary and waited

the 1st short horn blast is 1 min check equipment

2nd short horn blast is the end of 1 min check

the 3rd long horn blast is the start of competition

so the competition start le

we do not care other competitor and

do everything just like the normal training

everything went perfectly okay

finally we hear the 4th short horn blast

we only left 1 min till the competition end

we quickly check everything as we have finish

the flagpole the gadget and the shelter

we fall in outside our boundary

when we hear the 5th long horn blast

that is the end of competition

later a lot of judges look here look there

touch here touch there and shake here and there

we were soo scare that the judges was like soo black

finally 1 women judge praised us that we do very well

we was like suddenly happy again

thinking that we might go in final

when we have done all the thing

we went back school

mr bear then say treating us to eat swensen

(i dunno how to spell)

we thought we in final soo all of us very happy

we settle at thomson plaza

we order food and drink and eat happily

mr bear then say nobody can order ice cream

unless we finish everything we order

i finish mine so help people that cant finish

course I WANT ICE CREAM ^^

before we order ice cream our ma'am very stern

and say we didnt in final

of course boy team is like dun care

course they long time never haven hope le

but our girl team is hoping we can go in final

so beside jerry and ginna(my shi mu and shi jie)

all the girls cry

me too lar think what i superwomen>.<

then ma'am console us since i am a very cheerful girl

so i cry finish immediately eat again(like siao de)

then they all laugh at me thought i mood swing

anywhere i cant change the fact so just accept it lor

fact is alway nobody wanted to hear...

so i dun cry telling them not to cry too

so continue order ice cream

cant blame me i love to eat

soo eat a lot

okay this is another matter le

after we eat we go AMK hub

what we can do

of course is go arcade^^

so go there play then i pay $5 to top up lor

then later i want to play race car de with ginna so

i top up another $2 haha

soo pay until no money then i want to go home

after that ginna call her parent

then she find out home never cook

so poor she left $1 cannot eat so i give her $2 making $3

so she can eat then she used those want to cry eyes

saying she very touched

i broke her line and say

i dint give you

you better return to me plus what you own me

exactly $18 dollar

then she laugh lor

then i also laugh

that want happen to us^^

losing going to final never mind

losing a trophy never mind

what i gain is more than i lose

friendship

knowledge

skills

teamwork

endurance

tee(lol tee also need to say)

through this competition

i gain lot of thing

it is impossible to gather all the campcraft team 08

together again

it is a memories

i will alway remember

we laugh everytime we play

we cry upon the 1st time ma'am nearly give up on us

we fall sick as there is too much training

we do 200 jumping jack as warm up

we qurrell(i dunno how to spell)as

nadia ask winnie to leave and she didnt do it

i will remember campcraft team 08

team member:

nadzirah

atikah

jerry

ginna

abigail

afifah

winnie

nadia

siewchin

gordon

ki meng

ming zhou

ferronne

kumaran

wei chen

kah hock

ibrahim

nashiran (is it correct)

zheng wei

signing off

campcraft 08

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, March 28, 2008~~

6:48 AM

Hiie...

today i come to blog again

LOL like stupid talking ...

come here comfirm is to blog lor

never mind today was quite a tiring day

morning is school day

afternoon is npcc speech day training parade

evening is streaming talk

what the....

hate it lar... is really very stink and tired after all this activities

but today at least i still can take it

dun you remember i like to make everyhing into fun and interesting ^^

today was totally a failure

my drills was so bad

then sec 2 all throw npcc's face

so dammmmm paiseh

must really brush up our drills

but sec 2 attendance was not alway ..erm how to say

like some people every training come example

abigail,ginna tan,kah hock,afifah (all is campcraft member...)

then others is 1 training got come

others training never come

today was kind of stress up

what happen is:

we are given 5 minutes to change from half u to PT kit

actually i dun really understand why they need to change so slow

just take out all thing except unity

then wear 1 track pant

then pack everything so damm easy

i dun understand why they need to take soooo long....

so after i changed i call them to be faster

then suddenly

i got gastris(i dunno how to spell )pain

then i asked my sir how much time we left

den our sir say we are late

so i quickly run to OUTSIDE boy's toliet

scold inside de boy to be faster

then run to girl's toliet to tell the girl we are late

after that we fall in lah

then my squadmates still take it time slowly walk i is like stress up

so i just shout at him

i dun understand what happen to me just cant tolerate my squadmates

i felt so dammm ...i dunno what lah

course i know i cant shout at them course we are a squad

but just cant tolerate their attitude

so this is what happen

anywhere i must control myself

i cant let this happen to me anymore

okay tomorrow is campcraft girl team big day

remember is the campcraft girl team prelim

yay

how i wish all my friend and him will come to support me lar

but if later never go in final

i will paiseh hahaha

i siao le tmr MUST go in final

hope we can

today he walk me to bus stop again

very long since he send me to bus stop lar

course both of us very busy mah

but me is nothing find thing to do

so join lots of activities..^^

okay le lar

i need go sleep le tomorrow everyone must support me wor

hahaha >.<

jyjyjy

signing off,

campcraft team jia you

mantou

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, March 25, 2008~~

7:35 AM

Erm i am here to blog again

today i and joycelyn and givan and bei chun

staying back to do the

history project

we have done some work but mostly is playing de lar

you also know JSGS love to play

but we do study okay

we are doing Elizabeth Choy

since i know her since i am young from watching the tv programmes

she the war hero

erm but you know all of us like to play then we stay back

the whole day but

...we do very little thing lor

oh ya he also stay with me lor

then he like not human lar

(maybe is me that not human so think he is not a human)

he spent 2 hours bah

he read finish a very thick book have about 200++ de pages

then the word i tell you

is like ant lar

if i am the 1 reading i at least need about 2 weeks to finish lar

OMG cant believe lor

but is truth erm maybe something i will be like him

hope so bah

ahahahahahahahhahahaha

never mind back to my project

okay we still left 3 more days

hope we can finish on time

erm i think nothing to say le bah

okay lar

byebye le

signing off,

mantou very nice

^^^^

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, March 24, 2008~~

12:59 AM

Erm this is the first post for this blog

actually i make this blog very long

but i very lazy to blog so

i never use it but now i wanted to blog again

so i use back this blog

erm let see what to say

today is 24 march erm

today is a normal day for me

oh ya

i and joycelyn planning

to make a buisness to earn money

we are searching like siao to find

a suppilier(i dunno how to spell)

never mind dun talk le stress

the stupid history project lor

my group every 1 like slacking

i am not resource manager

then i am doing all the resource lor

i hate lar

then my group still don want to do when we only left

4 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aiyar dun care le lar

whoever never do the project

i just kick that person

and put the person's name

who put in effort

i dun care le

"sign" don tell you all the stupid thing le

must eat more,be happy

whatever happen life still go

^^^^ be happy and eat whatever you can

like me hahahahahaha

i got to go to some thing le

got a lot of homework

byebye

signing off,

mantou nicenice

^^^^

Will you ever notice me...