> Shrouded in darkness;

~~Friday, April 25, 2008~~

4:54 AM

As what my friend a know

i a bit moody these few days

but now i am totally fine

i am hyper and energetic again

so dun worried about me anymore^^

by the way 24 april is shi fu birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SHI FU

exam is coming and i only revise a bit only

i still got maths literature science history geo

a lot and a lot to study i think time to settle down

as my mother say if my study good i can get a new phone

then go mongolia also will have no obstacle^^

so i must study study study

signing off

siewchin

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, April 23, 2008~~

6:55 AM

Today everything was like okay okay

how to say

is like nothing had happened

but i just very moody

today keep wanting to sleep

i actually fall asleep at literature period

so i go toliet and wash face

then my hair also wet

when i go back class miss loh thought i cry

no lah i am not siao de okay

i know when to cry when not to cry de

then art teacher never come go keep going toliet

i went toliet 3 TIMES in a period

then again wash face wash hair x3

kind of emo but i dun know who to tell

at assembly i was crazy keep clapping

for every councillor even i dunno them de lor

but they is like nobody clapping so i cheer for them

i very good hor

then after school shayne told me that joycelyn is TCB

TCB = thiang chio bu

but joycelyn VERY humble say is

TCB= thiang chye bye

so we keep making fun of her

saying chye bye are you waiting for lan jiao

then she say ya...

after that playing with jiankuo ah gong and darrien

i keep "" seduce"" them saying

they very handsome or whatever

then they cannot eat

if me right i still can eat de lor haha

then go to 7 eleven with jia xuan and hwee hui

then go back school saw him

so chat and play

then jia xuan me and hwee hui go bordering there lah

then i try to some "warm up"

waa cant believe i still can do split

even though i a few month never do le

then i try sia yao

haha never fail doing that too even cartwheel

^^ cant believe i am still so good wahahaha

then suddenly see wk then i fall down...

cant blame i am shy when boys around lor

then fall down then he like shock to see me doing that...

after that i and him was like playing

then he run away then i go chase after him lor

walao he boys leh so cannot catch up lar

then he MIA

dun care take his phone wanted to

threaten him to show up lor

after that i also dunno why suddenly not happy

i think mood swing

so i just go home lor

before that i show attitute to him

then he thought i angry with him

not angry is just dun want him to worry

i these few day very emo even JSGS also know that

nobody can help

then i read 1 essay is say

some times people hyper or enegertic

but another time dull and moddy is call

adolence(i dunno how to spell)

i think i having that lor

anywhere i trying to control my mood lar

then in class see me emo

dun come provoke me lor

i dunno what will happen

everything just sux

if i tell someone i am emo

course i want to who will care

nobody understand me lah

they seem understand but the truth is no

i hate everyone

except a few...

then sorry for being cold to JSG and the groups

i will try to control de

signing off

siewchin

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, April 19, 2008~~

5:18 AM

Today go out with classmates

then meet joycelyn at her block

then go meet jacky at compass point

then go find keane they all

oh ya

today is keane birthday

so...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEANE

then spent $10 on his stupid present

then spent $5 top up ezlink

after that kana ps by some one lor

course want go er ren shi jie with some one mah

then fei hu some more ask why only 1 girl in our class come

of course lah almost everytime is JSGS go out with the boys de mah

then shayne and givan everytime cannot

so left me and joycelyn lah

then she go er ren shi jie with some one of course left me lar

lucky there got wilson online stead but what the use

2 girls with soo many boys...

then very left out over there

but got the angel elton

he is the only person keep talking to me de lor

thank elton

then waited for some "big slot"

walao is boy wait for girl de right

then i need to wait for a boy

in the end also never meet course go find his girlfriend mah

wa kao all is zhong se qin you de

then go watch movie with them

the big slot and joycelyn also watch the same show

THE FORBBIDEN KINGDOM

the show very funny so forgot about all this

in the end also so separate ways

anyway who cares

then say want go vivo but in the end all go home le

then wilson ps his online stead walao

then wilson elton and me go hougang mall walk walk

after that wilson and elton go le left me alone

so i go home lar

then actually take 72 course a few bus top reach my house le

but i take 74 course dun want soo fast go home

after that alight at xin min sec there

then go home alone

so lonely lor...sad lor..

signing off

siewchin...

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, April 18, 2008~~

6:53 AM

Today okay okay

just wanted to update my blog and keep this post short

today we selected people to join the pouring water thing

i was in the top 40 so quite happy

then some mediacrop people wanted to flim us

OMG i got camera shy haha

just kidding

then i kana sabo by one chinese teacher i think

so actually got interviewed me de but i escape haha

but the mediacrop crew say next week will interview me

wtf hope she forget ^^

then today is the last training with sec 4 i was really sad

is like we trained for 1 year plus together

so i cry haha no big deal i say already what i am a crybaby ^^

i already will missed sec 4 de

first i want to thank them for teaching us so many things

second i want to thank them for bearing our nonsence

third i want thank them for bringing laughing joy to us

i will always miss you all^^

i really will miss them de lor

anyway thank sec 4

love you all always

signing off

siewchin

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, April 16, 2008~~

11:43 PM

Hiie i am back to blog again

long time never blog le

course i am using school computer

and i cant really see what i am posting

i dunno lar i think school computer need to change le

but i know i cant disappoint my dearest reader

so i am back to blog

althought i cant see what i am posting

so if have any mistakes please correct me

erm yesterday was very funny

elton was saying lalala was damm cute

he was like a baby girl haha

then talk talk to jian kuo

actually very long since he tell me his xin shi le lor

soo sad am i still your bestie a nort

anyway we are talking about kissing

and i was really dunno how to kiss

i know that is funny cant blame

i never kiss before right

then i ask :

siewchin: i watching some dramas

then the actor was like sucking each other lip

is that LC??

classmates: no lar that 1 is wanted

LC but cannot LC haha

siewchin:ohh then what type counted LC??

classmates:erm the tougue touch the tougue lor

siewchin: ohh so what is kissing

classmates:OMG you very stupid leh

siewchin:cant blame i never kiss before

so we just keep chatting haha

today i just received my test result

is phycics de then i never study

sooo

kana scolded by my teacher

she say i keep talking

no leh i like her class i wont talk de lor

then kana scold sooo very no shuai

but anyway today got 2 test haha

quite okay to me

exam coming soon soo i am going jyjy le

i MUST get

maths A1

science at least A2

chinese A1

home eco at least A2

....

anyway i try to get at least 6 A1

then i will be happy happy le

haha starting to be siao siao le

okay le i go do homework le byebye

signing off

siewchin

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, April 13, 2008~~

11:58 AM

Today nothing much to blog

oh ya

i will blog about yesterday de

yesterday is the

National Police Anuual Parade

then i am the supporter

so i got go lar

at first i don know what to wear so call abigail

nobody answer so i call ginna lor

she told me to wear full u

and must reach school before 2pm

she meet me at 1.30pm

so that time is already 12.30am

then i was like just wake up

so quickly go prepared

by the time i am done

it was already 1.35pm

OMG i am damm slow de lor

then faster go bus-stop and take bus

i board a double decker bus

when i am alighting at near school de bus-stop

i knock my head against

the bus ceiling(i dunno what that)

i knock the ceiling never mind

course only paiseh nia

but i heard someone laughing

i dont know who laughing

or is it he or she not laughing at me

but is like i just knock then got laughing sound

walao what so funny

i that time wanted to face behind to see

who is laughing

then go slap the person lor

but i was late liao

so he or she lucky lor

then run to school

inside the school like nobody de

i start to feel scare scare liao

then i hear a voice calling lar

thought who...

is ginna lar

so scare myself

she told me nobody was here except

her and the secruity

(i dunno how to spell) guard

that mean the whole school is own

by me ginna and the 2 guard

is like wahahahaa

i siao le

then i think ginna and me kana trick by people lor

2 plus liao nobody....

then ginna think we have to go by ourselves

but how to go

then suddenly papa (baarath)come

he told us gina peh tell him

to come school to wait too

so maybe the time we mix wrong lar

so we wait and wait

then we wait until 2.45 i think

then we saw mr peh

then he tell us it is 3.15 reach school wear full u

walao we reach school by 1 plus

then keep waiting

sooo ji dan

so later saw anderson npcc people

come to our school too

i think we board the same bus

haha i was right

then later givan was call to come to school

to join us course not enough people

so givan reach school at 3.20

she was damm fast lar

if me hor comfirm 3.40++ then reach de

then she run to change to full u

then this bad ginna go shot her video

givan run where she shot where

haha like the gou zai dui

the givan finish changing then we board the bus

along the way i chat with

with ginna givan papa and mr peh

we never talk to anderson people

course we still dont know them yet

then reach

Home Team Academy

to givan and papa

this is their 1st time i think

but to me and ginna

it is our 4th time

1st time boys team cc

2nd time girl team cc(go there play maomao)

3rd time girl team cc

4th time mean this time lor

then we go in see a lot of people

then go to the parade ground

so we settle down

then while waiting for the parade to start

we make friend to anderson people

i not bad hor

i know a few too

i know

amir

zuhri

parsham(i dunno how to spell)

guava(givan say de)

shara(i dun know how to spell)

marcus

and 1 more i dont know the name

then we waited about 1 hour ++

the parade start le

walao the moves all very nice

they all very well trained

as it can be seen

how i wish i can be with them

then ginna use papa phone

take video again

she take about 20 minutes plus

then the anderson guys(the 1 i dunno how to spell the name de)

go take press dunno what button

the whole video gone

ginna was so angry lor

20 minutes plus de video leh

soo tiring and long lor

then this guys go press the button

the whole video gone

walao anywhere ginna dun angry le

then ginna continue to take video again

she manage to take down half of the whole parade

ginna you are soo hardworking

then sgs npcc was rewarded a gold for UOPA for 2007

the principal go take lor

after the parade we go harmony hall to "chat" with ms chee

course mr peh say ms chee want to talk to us

LOL we like shocked lor

talk to us for what

then we go find tao wei they all

i was soo proud of them

also they wear the first u sooo smart

i want to wear too

i dun care next year i must join the parade

haha

then we go eat

then this givan keep eating fishball

nice of course but dun need keep eating de

then i eat a lot of veggie

course is good for me^^

after that taowei they all need to go fall in le

so left papa me givan and ginna again

so we take a lot of pictures

i think they addicted to taking pictures le

we keep talking pictures until it was time to go le

i think at least got 20++ pictures in papa phone

then the four of us

some change to quarter u some change to school u

then we boarded the bus with peicai people

again i make new friend

but i forgot their name le

then reach school about 9++

everyone go home except me givan and papa

course i threaten to chop off papa head

and put in freezer then hang it on his house door

then he dont dare to go home haha

later wk come down pei us

i buy drink sweet and potato chip to eat lor haha

later papa go home le

left 3 of us le

after that i think wk mother come down buy thing

then saw his son there

so call him faster go home do homework

erm he is so fortunate to have such mother

soo care for his son

then everyone go le left me and givan

then we go home too

then i alight alone at the xin min bus-stop

then walk home

i think i watch too much dramas show le

i keep thinking later maybe got people come out with a knife

and say give me all your money

or maybe kidnapped me haha

nice imagination^^

then reach home at 10++

then bath

then eat chao fan my mother cook de

wash my clothes

actually got message him de

but wash clothes wash too long so

i think he sleep le

so i go sleep too

at night i dream i go to somewhere

to buy sweet

then buy the sweet givan eat just now de

haha i siao le but really got this dream...

so wake up this morning

then nothing happen le

okay le

byebye

signing off

siewchin love sweet^^

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, April 11, 2008~~

7:52 AM

Today is speech day

waa so happy

course 11.10am release le

but today a lot of thing to say

2e2 still like "shaking"

meaning peace not peace uderstand??

then after school i go buy gloves again

walao spend 3 dollar again

course i forgot to bring...

then after school again never eat

i saving up^^

then after school givan see yuan cheong

until injured her leg

waa givan dun keep looking at boy le

be careful wor hahaha

then fall in at 1pm wearing half u

then train train

then 1 one rehearsal i daydreaming

then my turn to march i don know

then everyone moved except me

sooooo very paiseh

later at 3 plus change to full u and eat lunch

then saw sheeren ma'am

wearing a long sleeve shirt

walao she become very sexy and beautiful

if i am a boy comfirm go woo her

but she now belong to wc de

so wc sir treasure her wor ^^

so our actual parade goes well

i did no mistakes i think

but i dunno others lar

then after our parade we go hall

watch the performance lor

then see people take prize

then saw wk take too

walao then they keep saying

siewchin we help you cheer comfirm de

then i was like so damm paiseh

but congrat you on taking the prize!!

after saw dance

i suddenly feel like dancing

actually not suddenly

this few days when heard techno music

i will just dance lor

^^ i am a dancer hor

but is last time de lar

i really no time go dance practice

then they all delete my names le

then watch the dance

i really wanted to dance the hip hop lor

soooo damm nice

then later is ncc de fancy drill

walao almost all npcc girl see le

like the boys lor

ginna tan open mouth

abigail say she like the boy there

givan say she want to change boyfriend

jerry also say she say like one of the boy

haha me too^^

i just tell him

wk i want change boyfriend

i like one guys in the ncc fancy drill haha

he like ....

actually i dun want change lar

just really like their moves plus their uniform

erm i will zhong xin to you de^^

anywhere hope givan

dun really go change hor

haha dun worry

then mr bear bring us go somewhere

so i ps him again

sooooooo sooooooory

i know i ps you a lot

hope you dun mind^^

then after that i ginna abigail and winnie

go ice3 to eat

again mr bearbear treat us

then saw qy ma'am at there^^

she so different from np and her work

really something different but i dunno how to say

then i order my drink to have alcohol

then also order a alcohol to pour on my ice cream

then ginna also want

so i and her share

then abigail say she want try a bit so

give her a bit

then after that ginna siao le

i think she really cant drink

she keep make the dirty look and laugh

eek so damm....

on our way home she also keep laughing...

reach home about 9 plus

actually i really dun want go home

i like to stay out late

if my mother allow me

i comfirm will go out until 10 plus^^

then reach home sooo tired

but i manage not to sleep

and online

then talk to him awhile

then he want to go out and study

course cannot bear his mother

hope u and your mother dun qurrell

today was quite a nice day lar

a lot of thing happen

but really cant possible to tell blog all

course some i also forgot le

cant blame

shorten memory

otherwise my homework all

will remember to do le...

erm i think nothing le

really quite tired

but never mind

i must xi guan

course ATC also same i think

still like guilty

i ps him again really hope you dun mind

>.<

^.^

^_^

cute right..

haha

i siao le maybe the alcohol bah

okay i really dun want to blog le

i think you all read this essay wont tired soo long lor...

byebye

signing off

siewchin^^

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, April 9, 2008~~

11:49 PM

Today something big have happen

when i come to school

joycelyn told me she very angry at jian kuo

she say jian kuo scold her

also "bully" givan

then she say she dun want friend jian kuo le

soo sian 2e2 argue again

joycelyn even ask me

whether i am not her sides anort

i was like jian kuo also never make me

then why need to qurrell

so i was like dun care dun care de

at home eco

althought i ask wei keat to lend me his apron..

i forgot to bring my home eco book

is like wtf...

so i kana scolded but who cares

then i bake my lovely cake

is a chocolate cake

teacher say put 1 spoon of cocoa powder

then i naughty girl

go put 2 spoon

so my cake look exactly tasty

when i try a bit

just a bit i pinch..

is like quite dry

lucky teacher never try otherwise i die le...

then suddenly joycelyn tell me to come out

so i tell the quek quek i want go toliet

very urgent

so she give me pass

when i come out

joycelyn say wilson elton a lot lar

they all wanted to qurrell with jian kuo

sign

why must fight

maybe jian kuo really got problem

otherwise why everytime

fight will involes jian kuo le

aiya not my problem so i just keep quiet lor

i cant control mah

so i shayne and joycelyn go toliet

we talk talk then take pictures at toliet

walao the toliet near home eco room

was damm nice and big

not like others walao so envy 4e1 to 4e4 de girls

every day can use the nicenice toliet

haha

at chinese class

again teacher never come so go 2e3

haha today got chinese test but i never study

anywhere all the chinese test i also never study

so i just do

the test is average lor

so hard or easy

but at least i can finish it

then shayne was like dun know how to do

what to do??

haha got me mah

what happen is:::::

siewchin: shayne u can anort

shayne: i dunno how to do

the paper so hard

siewchin:erm we exchange paper want??

shayne:huh exchange paper??

siewchin: i mean u take mine 1st

i take urs i help you do finish

then return to you okay??

shayne:erm okay...

so this is what happen i clever right

so help shayne then give givan answer

so sad cant help joycelyn she sit too far le

erm hope i never give shayne and givan wrong answer

also hope can pass and do well

after school

joycelyn wilson elton keane me shayne and givan

go find jian kuo to talk talk lor

haha i never interfere hor

just look look

then what they all dun like they tell jian kuo

jian kuo seem like crying lor

so many people against 1

if it is me i will cry de

haha

i am a crybaby mah...

then after that all go home le

jian kuo last to go

then i just walk up to him and comfort him lor

hope you guys dun mind

then i go library

actually now at library

so blogging at library that what happen

hope you all can resolve

your hate against each other...

erm that all byebye

signing off

siewchin

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, April 4, 2008~~

7:00 AM

Sorry

last time say want to go home and blog but never

cant blame busy mah..

so now come and blog

today is sport day

soo damm happy

no school hahahaha

today i run for 100m c division for class

i get 4th lor

3rd then got medal so unhappy...

but never mind

then i also run for npcc 4 x 100m

we get 2nd

so get 1 medal

then the whole day keep seeing him lor^^

hahahahahahaha

siao liao

then after that we go out lar not with him hor

with my friend lor

so go out playplay then go friend house too

play rollerblade then fall down

then 2 middle finger skin drop

like wtf...

then i also stomachache

so i was like mood swing wanted to scold vulgar

but never scold lar

course i tell him not to scold

then i also cant scold mah

anywhere 3 more days

just wait lor

erm nothing much le so sian

tomorrow dun know go where

no more campcraft feel so empty

....

okay le lar

byebye le wor

signing off

SiewChin

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, April 1, 2008~~

10:01 PM

Today i at school blogging

ms chee bring us to computer lab

to learn something

so after i finish what i need to do

i secretly go blog

haha dun waste de time lor

erm actually today nothing to talk lor

feeling a bit sian only

actually very sian

ya today i no money eat lor

i forgot to bring money

so i check my bag

and find 2 packet of biscuit lucky

so now a bit hungry

anywhere i must start to save money le

erm okay lar i go home then continue to blog

byebye

(At computer lab )

Will you ever notice me...